LEREN GALAU SEK LAH

by - June 12, 2015


Hi, there. How was your day? 

Iso boso jowo gak? Lak gak iso, gak usah di skrol mengisor. Podo ae awakmu yo gak bakal ngerti. Sepurane lak aku nggae boso jowo ngene iki, boso jowo seng tak gae boso jowo arek Genteng, Banyuwangi. Sepurane lek aksen utowo bosone rodok aneh. Seng penting awakmu paham ae atiku wes seneng kok.


Aku arep cerito, sithik ae. Duduk cerito, tapi lebih ke sambat. Ngerti sambat gak? Sambat iku artine mengeluh. Lak gak ngerti mengeluh iku opo, kebacut, mbalik o TK maneh kono. 

Iki cuma aku ae opo piye, urip rasane kok pengen sambat ae. Mulai teko opo'o kok nduwe wajah elek sampek entuk dosen seng kereng. Status timeline neng ndi ae isine sambat terus. Ora tau bersyukur. Bersyukur itu pun lak wes entuk sesuatu yang memang perlu di-share ke publik. Awakmu tau gak, bersyukur tiap hari, berterimakasih karena telah diijinkan bernafas dan berjalan? Iyo, pasti tau lah, lak ileng ae 'kan? Lak lali? Nah, iku, masalah e. Mangkane to, bersyukur itu tidak harus setiap dapat sesuatu, tapi setiap hari. Ngerti maksudku 'kan? Puinter nemen.

Selain sambat, enek maneh. Galau. Galau iku biasa menyerang saat seseorang mulai menaruh harapan dan bertanya-tanya bagaimana kelanjutannya. Yo lak oleh jujur, aku rodok galau saiki. Awakmu arep nyelethuk, "Hih, gak takon?!" Ben, bene wes, aku tetep cerito kok. 
Opo o kok iso galau? Eea. Duh, aku rodok isin arep cerito. Pokok lak aku cerito awakmu ojo ngguyu. Soal e iki gak lucu. Sek, aku arep cerito teko ndi yo ben awakmu paham?

Jadi, begini....

Haha.

Aku kok isin arep cerito yo.

Ngko lak aku cerito, enek seng merasa dan tersinggung?

Whatever lah ya, aku tetep cerito kok. Sorry sorry, aku ngetik saiki ae rodok ndredeg rasane. Wedi lak kono moco...tapi, koyok e gak mungkin. Kenal ae ora. Yuk, lanjut....

Do you know how the feel when we fallen in love with someone? Nah, iku, nah iku seng tak maksud ket mau. Bayangne rek, eh, ojok dibayangne, ngko awakmu malah repot. As you know, it has been a year and more I've never stand right by someone. Bah bah setaun, telung taun utowo piro ae, being single was fine fine ae sakjane. I told ya. Tapi, tapi nih, there's another story. Pada suatu pagi yang cerah...jengjeng...my friend told me about one man and she describe him so well. Her describe about him really makes me....AAARRRGHH!!! Jiasik, iku tipeku banget!

Trus trus, I can list my effort to be close with him. Akeh usahaku, mulai teko ngapalin heronya Dota 2, ngapalin 20 jenis ras anjing di dunia, plus, pengetahuan serinci mungkin striker-back-kiper dua klub sepak bola: The Blues & Juventus. Ben nyapo? Jogo-jogo lak ngobrol ben nyambung--tapi kenyataane, pait. Jangankan ngobrol, ndelok raine ae gak pernah. 

But, you know what? Jiasik maneh. Ogak jodoh. Ora tau jodoh. Mulai dari usaha modus but stay cool as usual sampe doing crazy things, it doesn't work out well.


Iki gae aku banget!
Yaweslah, lak emang wes enek the man who already waiting for me in the future....buak ae buak ae neng sampah lanangan seng-who really doesn't recognize you even you had effort to close with him. Lagian, the biggest mistake that  I made, I adore too much ke orang yang didapat dari deskripsi orang lain. I didn't see and know him directly. So, it means, I fallen in love with someone that I build by my self--jatuh cinta ke sosok yang dibangun dari imajinasi sendiri. Sek sek, awakmu paham gak? Woco maneh woco maneh, lak panggah gak paham, turuo sek kono, merem o kono.

Saiki leren sek galau ne. Sek akeh tugas kuliah seng kudu dikerjanke. Mikirne uwong seng gak tau mikirne balik iku, rasane, koyok mangan soto ayam campur jamu kuat. Pait, masio enak tetep pait.
Ngono ae teko aku. Suwun wes lebih teko 5 menit moco iki. Tak dungakne ujianmu lancar, entuk kiriman akeh, karo iso keteme jodoh. Yo sopo ngerti jodohmu tibak e aku. Ehe. Samlekum.



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